Uncomfortable

How do you break the news? How do you say something that is true and hurtful? Do you bury it? Or do you own up to it? I am so open about somethings, except when it hurts people I love.

I wonder

I am grateful for my life, every up and ever down. I love what I have: my health, my friends, my family, and all that. I wonder though, what might have been. Where would I have been if I allowed myself to love (and love completely)? Would I be like my sisters? Would I have kids? Would I have had my heart broken many times? Or would I have found the love of my life? I have questions, but then I remember I am strong, independent, and doesn't need love to complete myself. Even knowing that I wonder.

Stock Classes

I am excited about going to the stock class. I'm kinda nervous going by myself, but in an excited sort of way. A part of me feels like I will meet people like me, who has taken the jump and want to invest and do business. We will see how it goes, but as of right now I am excited.

Hanging out with Mariane

Watching Gilmore Girls, hanging out with Xaiden, eating Rice Krispie treats delicious. Yummy, yummy! My writing block is also almost gone. Very good day.

I think I have a crush with this sweet man, a semi-serious crush. I don't know what to do about this. Oh well, I will just have to see where this is going. I'm not sure if I like him or am just attracted to him. It could be a mixture of the two, it is too soon to tell.

No Doubt

No Doubt was soooo awesome! I loved there concert! I bought a T-shirt and a $5 soda, and it was sooo fun. Hang out with my sisters was so much fun. It makes me want to go to other concerts like Nickelback, Toby Keith, and Brad Paisley.




This is there last song, the encore. I love No Doubt.

It was so crowded and the atmosphere was the best.

Waiting between the Paramore and No Doubt, what to do but take pictures of ourselves.

The Paramore is a great band, damn it (I have to get there CD and new CD).

On the drive to the Sleep Train. This is when we all have our make-up still on.

I can't wait for my next concert!

Peaks and Valleys

I just got a new books called Peaks and Valleys by Spencer Johnson, M.D. The author from Who Moved My Cheese? What I read so far is amazing.